I continue to struggle not to spell it "l00d" : comments.
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Okay, even without knowing the characters (yet!) I approve of this so much. You have the best ideas.
I can so relate to the only able to write on your phone thing, too -- or at least, it reminds me of the way I get progressively more anxious about writing the farther and/or more invested I get in any given story. Plus I guess there's the fact that the sole work of smut I've put online was written entirely on my tablet while desperately sleep deprived. Sometimes it's a relief if something doesn't feel too real!
Now that I'm out of the writing hole I can actually talk! :D
it reminds me of the way I get progressively more anxious about writing the farther and/or more invested I get in any given story.
That's exactly it! I don't think I'd noticed while I was actually in the process but I did feel like I sort of had to rush and get this story out and I think that has something to do with not wanting to spend too much time on it. If I spent a long time on it, then in order to somehow 'justify' that time, the finished product would have to be polished and 'good'.
And I know what you mean too on having to be sleep-deprived to post anything smutty. Less sleep means lower inhibitions and less self-consciousness! It's just, you know, a shame about all the tradeoffs.
Re: Now that I'm out of the writing hole I can actually talk! :D
I never thought of it exactly that way, but it's a really good way of putting it! It's scary to care about something enough to put time into it, because then my jerkbrain is like, what, so you think this is going to be a masterpiece or something? Sigh.
Ahaha, isn't it just.