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I promise this is the last post before I start replying to things, but around 6 this evening I was suddenly struck by inspiration to finally finish up one of those numbered kinkfic meme fics that I requested yonks ago, and once it hit 3:00 a.m. I got all fuck it I am going to finish this if it takes the hell all night. So now here it is.

Also I remembered why I write slash fic so infrequently, and it is more or less entirely down to fucking pronouns. Is there a more elegant was to say "he" and "the other he"? Because the ambiguity is a little infuriating.

Title: Inside/Outside
Fandom: Transformers Generation 1
Characters/Pairings: Galvatron/Cyclonus
Rating: R
Content Advisories: Somewhat explicit sex of the plug'n'play and spark flavors; references to violence, including references to self-inflicted. Bit of metaphoricality at the end there, too.
Summary: Cyclonus keeps records on his surface.
Word Count: 882
Notes: Written for [livejournal.com profile] caia_comica , who requested Galvatron/Cyclonus and ended up with the kink "biting/marking" in the randomized kinkfic meme.




Each one is stored in his memory; each one is annotated.

Most of the marks that his Lord has given him are gone, healed over. There are some places on his body that he returns to over and over, opened once, twice, three times; twice in anger, once in lust. And encoded in each nanometer of his plating is every sensation that accompanied them, accessible with only a thought.

Here along his antennae, all up and down, are the crescent marks of Galvatron’s teeth – the one near the base, inside the left antenna, that was the first, deep and ragged, pressing sensors and wires down to the substructure and flooding him with sensation too sharp to be distinguished between pleasure or pain. A test of his loyalty, to see what he would accept from his master. And it had been megacycles before Galvatron was satisfied of his faith, even as pleas and thanks for his Emperor’s touches had spilled from his lips, even as he gasped that he had never hoped to be so honored. These mementos he treasures the most.

Along the tip of the right antenna there was once a lighter mark, given in almost in play after their first real victory. He remembers the sound, the slide instead of the crack and grind of the first time.

And here is the long line down his torso, mostly faded now; that one was given in punishment. After many many cycles of ennui and ill temper one loss too many had spurred Galvatron to tear a long strip of piping from off the wall of the base and swing at whomever was nearest, and Cyclonus had been nearest.

The metallic piping cut and penetrated the way a hand or cannon blast could not, leaving the long jagged line that trailed from his chest to the top of his hip. As he had taken his punishment Galvatron had hit harder and faster, and with every impact and every spatter of oil and fluid he had seemed to come alive again, awakened by the reminder of what violence he could do. And when it was over he had stroked at the edges of the cut – had his touch fallen on unbroken plating it would have been gentle – and teased at the thick, leaking cables he had exposed, and had murmured his pleasure with the servant who revived him.

Cyclonus is tempted, at times, to recreate his master’s marks and the heat they raise inside him, even those that have reached the deepest. And most times he resists, for he is his Lord’s to mark and his Lord’s alone. But there is one that he has remade every solar cycle, concealed within his body so he can hide his disobedience even from himself.

Some time after their escape from Torkulon Galvatron had demanded him again – a relief, after the way the prison planet had left him, and a sign perhaps that his anger had abated. Cyclonus had gone so long with nothing, not even a raised hand in anger; all it took was those same hands pinning him hard against the wall and every part of him tensed with want, panels sliding open unbidden.

But Galvatron ignored his open sockets and bared cord, pressing instead at the interlocking plating guarding his spark, fingers digging into the latches and sending ecstatic, unbearable shocks through his body, too heavy, too dizzyingly fast – a few moments ago he was only aroused and now he couldn’t focus long enough to speak, and he had to open his spark chamber, it was what his Lord required, but the desperate ache that came from resisting, from being forced –

When he opened on his own Galvatron still pressed at him, fingers curling against the interior wall, leaving lines inside and dents around the edges and ripples in the field surrounding his fast-pulsing spark; Cyclonus squirmed, mouth fallen open, and he was already moaning and he couldn’t be, any moment there might be orders.

None came; instead, the hot glow of a second spark against his own plating, and he had only enough time to wonder – Galvatron had never showed his own spark, only rarely asked the same of him -

And then no explanation, just the sear of Galvatron’s field against his as he pressed deep and hard, and still those hands were working at his inside, clawing out another shiver and another quaking, wordless sound, and he could feel his Lord’s heat and pulse filling him, pushing into every wire and every cable.

And in the pressure that was shaking his body he felt the dark again, the enveloping dark that created him and bound him to his Lord – but there was something else, and it grew closer with every pulse – something tangled and writhing against that dark, something that pressed at the edges and grew out of the cracks. And that tangle slithered beneath his surface and the pleasure was shot through with something anxious and crawling, something that would twist and tear until it shook him apart –

He does not reach inside his own chamber now, to see if the lines the Galvatron left remain. But the dents, and one small scar on the edge of his protective plating as reminder, he will not permit to heal.



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Oh my god it really is almost 5:30 a.m. I THOUGHT I WAS DONE WITH THIS SORT OF THING. :(

Xross-posted when I am not so tired.
Mood:: 'tired' tired
There are 15 comments on this entry. (Reply.)
 
posted by [identity profile] caiusmajor.livejournal.com at 11:56am on 22/02/2011
This is so much awesome! I love Cyclonus being marked, and Cyclonus LOVING being marked by his Lord.
I love that Cyc is enjoying the ones that were punishment as well as the ones that were pleasure, and that there's such a fine line there, with Galvatron. And the ones on his spark chamber, from right after Torkulon, just GUH. I'm not surprised he doesn't let them fade!
 
posted by [identity profile] fierceawakening.livejournal.com at 12:58pm on 22/02/2011
I agree wholeheartedly. Gleefully masochistic TFs are a wonderful thing.
 
posted by [identity profile] stunt-muppet.livejournal.com at 05:03am on 24/02/2011
Thank you! I'm so, so happy you like it. :D The one thing I really wanted to make sure I included was Cyclonus accepting and enjoying the painful contact as much as the pleasurable, because by taking the pain as well he's serving his mater's needs and emotions and that's what I feel like he wants most of all.
 
posted by [identity profile] fierceawakening.livejournal.com at 12:11pm on 22/02/2011
This is a thing of beauty. GODDAMN, SON.

(Is the tense change in the third to last paragraph intentional? It threw me a little.)
Edited Date: 2011-02-22 12:57 pm (UTC)
 
posted by [identity profile] stunt-muppet.livejournal.com at 03:59pm on 27/02/2011
Thanks! I'm really glad you liked it. And thanks also for pointing out the tense shift, because it wasn't intentional. I tend to drift into present tense when I don't double-check, so I hadn't even noticed. I'll be sure to fix that.
 
posted by [identity profile] fierceawakening.livejournal.com at 04:00pm on 27/02/2011
Are you on FFN at all? I'd like to fave this over there if so.
 
posted by [identity profile] stunt-muppet.livejournal.com at 04:06pm on 27/02/2011
I am (http://www.fanfiction.net/u/1246510/), but this hasn't been uploaded there yet - I haven't had loads of computer time in the past few days and most of that has been devoted to job applications. But I'll put a link to it when it is uploaded there and on AO3.
 
posted by [identity profile] stunt-muppet.livejournal.com at 03:23am on 01/03/2011
And here it is (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6786616/1/Inside_Outside). It's here on AO3 too (http://archiveofourown.org/works/166640)
 
posted by [identity profile] fierceawakening.livejournal.com at 03:24am on 01/03/2011
yaaaaaaaaaaaaypaaaaaants *makes clicky*

y'know, sometimes I miss fandomsecrets
 
posted by [identity profile] stunt-muppet.livejournal.com at 03:49am on 01/03/2011
How so? I still check it out every day, but on the days when there's page-long wank threads I get a little tired of it.
 
posted by [identity profile] fierceawakening.livejournal.com at 03:52am on 01/03/2011
Eh. Same. I just... I remember when it used to be discussions that got snarky but not horribly wanky. That was nice.

Sadly, everything TF related gets eaten by a pack of wankfeeding hyenas, though.
 
posted by [identity profile] stunt-muppet.livejournal.com at 04:03am on 01/03/2011
There was a time when things didn't get wanky? Huh. I must have forgotten that.

That's one reason I'm almost glad that the anonmeme got started - all the arguing and infighting tends to stay over there now. The TF threads on F!S are a bit slower, but they also don't unspool into arguing and namecalling. Same thing happened in Doctor Who fandom, actually - it's not like all the wank died when the anonmeme got started, but it did become easier to ignore by just not looking at the meme. Not sure how I feel about it all.
ext_18650: ([tf] galvatron & cyclonus)
posted by [identity profile] spacehussy.livejournal.com at 01:09am on 23/02/2011
oh fuck

*flail*

This is gorgeous. D: There are some parts of it that are just so true to how Galvatron is with Cyclonus, both good and bad, like this:

and swing at whomever was nearest, and Cyclonus had been nearest.

:( It's painful, but that's just how it is sometimes. Also, dgkdjshg this is so incredibly hot. *bookmarks so hard* Seriously this:

with sensation too sharp to be distinguished between pleasure or pain

fghskdjhg *flails more* D: I LOVE IT.
 
posted by [identity profile] stunt-muppet.livejournal.com at 05:18am on 28/02/2011
Iiii am so very happy that you enjoyed it. :D It was my first go writing them, and I was so worried I was going to go overboard either on the violence or the complete submission but then I rewatched a couple of S3 episodes and I remembered that no, that's how they actually are. It's a little amazing.
 
posted by [identity profile] fierceawakening.livejournal.com at 03:25am on 01/03/2011
That's why I love the Decepticons in general. You can go crazy with them. They're kind of like putty and always bounce back.

Villainous, sexy, metallic (how's that work exactly? I DO NOT KNOW.) putty.
Edited Date: 2011-03-01 03:26 am (UTC)

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