posted by
stunt_muppet at 09:23pm on 23/09/2019 under fic fragments, muppet writes things, sunday six, voltron
I promise at some point I will make an actual entry instead of just posting writing snippets. It's just! Writing a whole post means I'd have to think of something to post about! And then I might have Thoughts and I'd have to take time to figure out what I wanted to say or post and then it would go on even longer! You can see the dilemma I'm in.
Anyway have more polydin snippets.
He’s finally sussed out what exactly scares him the most about the prospect of joining them, and it’s the thought that he’ll be in there and facing her and lost in the moment and an I love you will tumble out of his mouth.
After all, they hadn’t said that to each other. Though he only has the two points of reference, maybe they do when he’s not listening - but from where he’s sitting it looks a lot more like a friends-with-benefits kind of thing they have going on. And it is a thing that’s going on, and romantic or not they both clearly have fun with it, and if he babbles to Allura that he loves her then they might think he wants them to stop seeing each other.
Does he? He doesn’t know yet. But even if he did, he can’t ask that of them now, not when they’ve invited him in like this.
(He’s still not used to how jealous he isn’t feeling.)
Anyway have more polydin snippets.
He’s finally sussed out what exactly scares him the most about the prospect of joining them, and it’s the thought that he’ll be in there and facing her and lost in the moment and an I love you will tumble out of his mouth.
After all, they hadn’t said that to each other. Though he only has the two points of reference, maybe they do when he’s not listening - but from where he’s sitting it looks a lot more like a friends-with-benefits kind of thing they have going on. And it is a thing that’s going on, and romantic or not they both clearly have fun with it, and if he babbles to Allura that he loves her then they might think he wants them to stop seeing each other.
Does he? He doesn’t know yet. But even if he did, he can’t ask that of them now, not when they’ve invited him in like this.
(He’s still not used to how jealous he isn’t feeling.)
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And oh, poor Lance. Brimming over with feelings and terribly anxious about it. I love his confusion about his own jealousy or lack thereof, and his recognition that in any case, he can't just barge in and ask Allura to stop seeing Shiro.
You have my sympathy on the posting dilemma, meanwhile. It can be so intimidating to come up with something you feel good enough about to put it out there where the whole internet could read it. Lately
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I have no idea if anyone else uses the term Polydin since I haven't gone looking for Voltron fic but frankly I feel like everyone is missing an opportunity if they're not.
Reading Wednesdays does sound like a good idea, especially if I diversify it to include games, music, movies, etc. In any given week I may not have listened to or watched anything new, but there's surely stuff that I haven't talked about before that I could still post about. And that would give men something not too long to post, too, which is something that's been a stumbling block for me. Thank you for the suggestion!
(I even meant to start this week but then I got sick and did nothing for most of the week instead, haha.)
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Mmmm, delicious pining.
You can see the dilemma I'm in.
Ugh, yes, E is
compellingencouraging me to post more often as well, and it really does feel like A LOT. We're still figuring out how to make it work, but you're really welcome to join our tiny weekly posting circle!(no subject)
Plus, if I'm diversifying the Wednesday Reading thing to include anything I've watched or read or listened to, I can include stuff that I listened to at work and I'll feel less like my time at work is just disappearing into the void.
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Also, I hope you're feeling betterrr <3